The Last one?

I guess both of us are facing things we don't want to. Me realizing I'm not very strong on my own. And you having to think about answers to questions and statements that dig deeper than you really want them too.

I wonder if we'll ever be as close as we once were.

You tell me to move on, as if it were easy. But then again if it were the other way around and I was the one who had found someone who liked me just as much, I'd be saying the same thing to you right.

I just feel like something doesn't fit. Like I'm missing a piece of the puzzle...to why things changed so fast between us..or without me realizing it. I wonder if I'll ever find it.

"Today, finally the answer will come out. The thing that I need to ask. I'm going to hear it without running away. But when I hear it, I may change. So today's the last, for me to be "me". I bet today's the last time."

I can't help but often wonder why the people I get close to always leave me. Is it fate? I cry out for an answer, but the only reply is the endless echo of darkness."

I wish i could do that more than anything. just pack things away with a smile...because if i really had the ability to move on, I think I'd never need to see you again.

I almost feel like a child again. Like I don't know what to do. That I don't know what to believe in.

I often wonder if my feelings will ever reach you. Maybe they're not meant to. Maybe because I don't have the ability to love someone properly, I don't deserve to be loved in return.

ok, so i've decided! of course I'll be there for you in the future if you ever need or want me there, even though I know I shouldn't give you that option. But I guess I lied. I'm giving up trying to get you to love me. It really feels like I've lost the one thing I swore I would keep precious to me. This feeling of hope...and of loving you. hontou ni gomen!

If we meet again, then it will have to be fate. I've done all I can do. Until then, even though my jealous heart wants to be loved by you, and will always wish that, I will say, I hope you find the happiness you're looking for! Au toki made, sayounara!